Sometimes we may underestimate how much impact we as individuals can have on others and the world. We may think, who will listen to us or can we really make a difference. As we approach Purim I think this concept is very relevant. As we know, the miracle of Purim is that the Jews were saved from the evil decree of Haman who wished to destroy them. If we look at the main players in this story Esther and Mordechai, who were the Jewish leaders who helped annul the decree, we notice something interesting. When they learned about Haman’s evil decree they realized that they needed to quickly act before it was too late. It is then that we see Esther going through the same dilemma I initially mentioned. As we are told, she second guesses herself and if she will really be able to make a difference and help the jewish people. It is then that Mordechai explains to her that it was not just by coincidence that she became queen at this time, but it is so she can take action to help the jewish people. As we know Esther understands that this is not a time to second guess herself, but to step up and put in her effort. She then risks her life and with G-d’s help the Jewish people are saved.
Still some may say, ok so Esther was the queen and she was in a powerful position to impact events but how does that work in my own life? To answer this I want to tell you about Avi Schaefer zl’ who was 21 and was killed by a drunk driver. Though his life was cut short at an early age, I believe that he was able to impact the jewish nation and those around him. He made aliyah straight after high school and joined the army. After his army service he returned to the U.S. to get his degree. Though he was not in Israel, he was still concerned for the future of the jewish people and tried to come up with different ways to help out. I recently met him three weeks ago at an Israel conference and though I only knew him for a short while he made an impression on me. We both were at the conference because we were aliyah representatives on our college campuses. Our mission is to help those who love Israel and want to make aliyah fulfill their dreams. As I think back to the conference I remember how passionate and dedicated he was to the future of the Jewish people and how he believed that he could make a difference. I think that we can all be inspired by his belief that he could make a difference though he was just one individual. We should also realize that we also have that same power to stand up and make a difference and we are the ones that underestimate our own abilities. This Purim may we all realize our strengths that can be used to help the jewish people and be able to make Avi’s dream a reality.
The story of Purim is full of “coincidences”, actually small miracles which led to the complete survival of the Jewish people against all odds. The story of Purim actually took place over a few years, and had we not put it all together into one story we probably would see it merely as a random chain of events rather than Hashem’s hidden hand in saving us. And I believe Purim is a metaphor for life in general. Our life happens seemingly slowly, event after event, and only after we look back at 120 years can we see how actually these events were actually nothing more than from the hand of Hashem. Hashem is hidden in this world unless we attune ourselves in seeing everything from a spiritual perspective. And it couldn’t be any other way, or we would have no reason for existing. The whole challenge of our life is to recognise the G-dliness in everything, despite what appears contrary to it and despite what our yetzer hara tries to convince us as otherwise. Were Hashem to be revealed, we would have no true free choice, and we would be no different to animals who simply do what they were created to do and angels who have no choice to do anything else. So on Purim we not only recognise G-d being hidden, but we celebrate it, for that’s what gives us our challenge and our purpose as human beings, and we can rest assured that G-d is in our lives intervening whether we recognise it or not. 
